Sunday, November 30, 2008

My Online Presence

For years I have used Yahoo Messenger to accumulate a group of likeminded men who love to pleasure themselves. I now have quite a few long time friends. Strange to call someone who you only see online a friend, but I have spend hours with them, camming, chatting, talking about our horniness. What can I say? Getting off at home, on cam is great when compared to going to a bar where most of the guys are looking for a top or a bottom. I'm all about penis man!

More recently I have become a regular of Smartstim - a great resource for estim - and now Bate Nation. Both websites I check regularly. I've even gone so far now to organize a Bate Nation Meetup this April in Palm Springs. I'm nervous about the event, but enough like minded guys getting together will be a fantasy cum true.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Intro to Electrostim

For several years now I've really become addicted to pleasuring my penis/cock/dong. Ok, more than several years, probably since I was 11 and first experienced the tension and build up and final explosion of an orgasm.

I first used to masturbate several times a day and cum each and every time. For years into my twenties this was masturbation to me. I then learned to push the 'edge' and maintain the edge for hours and hours only to finally to cum.

I somehow stumbled on a video of something called electrostimulation, where basically you hook up electrodes and a special box to your cock. After seeing the edge and final hands free orgasm I knew I had to try this. I ordered a TENS and after more than a few tries I was sorely (literally) disappointed in the feelings I was able to achieve. I decided to jump in and ordered an ET312B. What was I doing spending nearly $500 on a sex toy? I haven't looked back since though and have had the same unit for more than 6 years now with hours of enjoyment under my belt.

Learning to use this device has brought me new pleasures I never knew I could attain. I don't use it every day, but it is thoroughly enjoyable. How does it feel? Sort of like an internal vibrator but way better? Until you try it and master it you can't believe your cock can feel so good.

The ET312 pushed me into going deep into enjoying my cock for hours on end. At first I felt a bit guilty about this - sitting in my desk chair totally into my penis. Was I a sex addict? Was I sex crazed? I've overcome that and really see my enjoying the feelings that my penis can give me and my brain as something too many men overlook. Instead they will masturbate in the shower, pop off a load, and dumb themselves in front of the boob tube.

I now enjoy masturbating with my fist or the ET312 daily, for hours often. This has been a bit problematic for my partner, as I will talk about further in this blog.

Friday, November 28, 2008

Hello from an Edge Addict

Greetings! Here I am, years after everyone has already been blogging for a while. Never too late to catch up though! Right?

So this blog is going to be about my life. Open and honest. Feel free to comment.