I'm in Love

I've found a new album I'm totally in love with. Sia - oh man. Her singing and the orchestra is just awesome. Really moving. A nice break from all the holiday crap around.

Merry Batemas!

Well, I'm off for some family time, so will be taking a bate hiatus. Though I love my family, and enjoy seeing them, it is tough for a true masturbator to take a week off from jacking. Some how I will manage! I might jack here and there, but nothing like I do relaxed at home with my bate fuel in front of me. Plus, I don't think the TSA would take too kindly on me travelling with my poppers.

Here's to many hours of bating in 2009!

Cock Glory

Do you ever masturbate and just feel so full of your own cock? After an hour or two or three (ok...I sometimes do jack more than that too) my phallus seems so central to me. It's what I refer to as cock bliss. I forget how difficult my day was, any stresses float away, and I just feel so centered on my penis. Penile meditation.

Why is it that more men don't get this? I dedicate serious attention to my penis, and have mastered it. I can masturbate and feel so great. Sure, it is nice to share it with a buddy too, and there really is nothing like having a jack buddy share in cock bliss. I'm just happy that at 35 I feel so in touch with my male phallus and that I have years to enjoy it. I do feel sad for other men who don't get it. Men who masturbate to cum. Men who don't masturbate at all. Men who have to masturbate behind closed doors with their wife or partner in bed. My new found masturbator freedom is wonderful. I feel like the person I truly am - cock in hand, greasy palms.

PENIS!

Penises

More Bate Fuel

Breath Away

Sometimes something will just take your breath away. Earlier this week is was the most amazing sunrise I have seen in a very long time. The valley was blanketed in fog, Mt. Hood was visible, it was breathtaking.



It sometimes happens to me to when I meet other real masturbators. There are a few men over the years where I feel like I really connect with them. They enjoy their stroking, edging, sexual side as much as I do. If it weren't for some distance I'm sure we would be good friends masturbating a lot, openly and proudly sharing our edge.

Now for some bate fuel!

Pics from my Jack Session

I went over to my jack buds house last night. He's into leather, which can be hot. He's the first guy I've met with a harness and a bunch of other gear. It definitely can be fun to get into the scene, as you can see here.

Jacking Buddy

I have a local jack buddy who is pretty damn fun to get together with. Tonight will be our 5th meet up, and looking forward to many more. He just gets gooning on cock for a while and getting fucked up on dong.

I met him on Manhunt and now feel pretty comfortable around him. He's only about a mile away, so I ride my bike to his house, park in his back yard and enter through the back door. He has windows to his basement and I can already see him masturbating down there when I arrive. First time we met it was a bit awkward, as first times always are, but we warmed up to our obsession with cock play. We had porn going and what not, now we don't even use it. We just get down and dirty on our dicks, some music in the background.

He has plenty of Albolene at the ready and some poppers when we want it. Set up around the room are three mirrors so we can hang out in front of them, jack ourselves and eachother. Overall, it is pretty fucking hot. He's pretty busy, and I think has a few other fuck buds (he likes more than just dick, but understands really gooning) so we get together every couple weeks. I think he's also about gunshy because I have a partner, which he knows about, but says it's cool, which is a lot more than many of the other guys on hook-up sites like Manhunt. What do they expect? - A long term boyfriend from meeting online on a website called "Manhunt"? I don't get it.

Tonight I will take my camera and start taking pictures of him as I enter, never showing his face. I think he'll be cool with it. I'll post it here if it all goes well.

Needless to say I've had a hard time not jacking today. Usually in the AM before work I'm jacking, and first thing I do when I get home is jack for a little while. Instead of jacking before work I had an extra hour, so guess what I did - you'll never guess - vacuumed the house. Ya....pretty exciting. Is this what other people do who don't spend a lot of time with their cock in their hand. Na - I doubt it. Most likely they sleep in and watch TV at night. I think I'll take my sessions of masturbation over that any time.

And now, something to goon at.